Sahara Jade Pagan.
22 year old from NJ
I’m a sagittarius if anyone cared
Ambidextrous, can write and eat with both hands fun fact
Just graduated from fashion school without studying fashion. Doesn’t really know what she wants to do work wise but will definitely be somewhere in the entertainment industry. Working for TV, Music, Award Shows, Movies, concerts, music festivals. etc.
Unless provoked, I think I’m pretty reserved. But once, you get to know me, I’m the biggest goof ball. I also like to think Im funny and enjoyable to be around but idk ask my friends.
I love eating, trying new foods, enjoying the outdoors, and TRAVELING. Since quarantine started Ive truly learned to appreciate being outside and even during the smallest moments. (Walking my dog, taking out the trash, checking the mail) Watching the sunset after it had rained earlier. Idk its all so beautiful.
My love language? Love spending time with people. We don’t have to be up each others ass but would definitely prefer it to be that way. jk not really
I love music, concerts, and music festivals. I listen to all music, literally all. I even listened to full blown country albums for the last guy I was talking to. She’s open to it alllll
What makes you feel sexy?
What makes me feel sexy is the music I listen to. I remember being 17 and creating a “luvin” playlist on Spotify that had songs like Trading Places, Birthday Sex, and Dance for You on there. Then recently I created a “feeling sexcii” playlist which is basically a new and improved version that have songs like P*$$Y Fairy (OTW), Do You…, Dive, etc. (Just incase anyone needed anyone recs) I never wanted to rely on other people, partners, or significant others on making me feel sexy. I also am a big music lover. i used to play the flute in middle school, I can sing, and if you know me, anyone could attest to the fact that I spend majority of time at live concerts. So, it only makes sense that the sexual parts of me also stems from my consistent love for music.
- So, these playlist helps set that certain mood in my life when needed.
- they also allow me to move in a sexy way, motivate me to put on clothes that make me feel sexy etc
What are your dreams?
My dream is to be happy with every part of my life. Love, family, career, etc. Not that I’m not happy now but I feel as human beings we are never capable of being satisfied with everything or our lives as a whole. There has to be something wrong with SOMETHING. Which is okay, but I would love to just sit back and be satisfied with everything and I know that is achievable for me and us all.
I also dream one day to be successful in any way that fits me and my talents best. And to be RICH! haha
What do you struggle with?
I struggle with anxiety. Have been dealing with it since as long as I can remember which was in the 1st grade. I remember crying over being late to school or shaking when I wasn’t being picked up on time for/from school. Constantly. I was young and didn’t think much of it until it followed me all the way to my adult years and knew I had to do something about it.
I started meditating, spending more time outdoors, burning incense, stretching, removing what was negative from my life, and doing the things that made me feel good and happy inside. I would spend time journaling and speaking positive affirmations over myself. I believe what you begin to speak over yourself, will shortly come to fruition.
What do you want to see changed?
Ugh where do I even start. This world has so much fixing. Its draining to even think about but a big piece of me believes that everything will somehow turn around.